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What defines success?

I was thinking a couple of days ago on what's the definition of success? so i decided to search in a dictionary for the definition there were many but i stopped at this one

Success: Attainment of wealth, position, honors, or the like

I don't agree on that because many people had positions honors and wealth yes they were successful from the outside but from the inside we dont know.

Since i'm in holiday and i got some time to sit with myself and Oh boy i hate it when i sit with myself, but i have to cause if you don't love yourself or love the way you're how do you expect others to love you or even care and i got the thought Am i successful or not, till now i can't find the answer it's so hard to judge on yourself Are you successful or not?... the other definition



Success: The achievement of something desired, planned, or attempted

i was once asked in my first interview in ACES: Do you think bil gates is successful? and i was like yeah sure he is she told me why then, i said because he achieved what he wanted that's his dream and he's living his dream, she said ok how do you see success i told her i believe everyone of us is created for a reason and is good at something the successful person is the one who knows what he is good at.......And i said It's better to be the best garbage man in the block than to be the worst engineer in Egypt i don't know why did i remember this question right now while writing the topic maybe that's the answer that i knew and forgot but is it still the same or did it change with time.

So i guess i can say Success lies in satisfaction


why did i ask that question at first place that's because lately i realized that we're all running and we don't know where we're going along our journey in life we forgot where are we going what are we doing and what do we seek from this journey .... so keep thinking and tell me what do you think success is if you think u're successful tell me why ........

Wust el balad - Never lose their shine

I've been to wust el balad concert in el sa2ya yesterday and as usual they always amaze me with their life performance the concert was crowded to an extent you can't imagine but they sang many of their wonderful old songs.

what i like aboout wust el balad is their wonderful acoustic music and their mix between west and east in their songs the beauty also comes from the amazing lyrics and all of them are so talented

songs like Antika,Ya salam,Wust el balad,Khalas mesafra and much more to mention, really i just enjoyed my time there so much and i'm never fed up with going to their concerts cause it makes me feel better and forget all my troubles i just live the music.....

here is a video for wust el balad i found on you tube

West el balad concerts are the only place where i forget that i'm Ahmed Star

Your Mirror: (old poem)

Ok that's an old poem of mine and i wanted to share it here, ok i thought alot about writing this poem i always had the idea on mind but couldn't apply it on papers, it's just so hard to describe the situation where you stand infront of your mirror, i wrote this poem the summer of 2005 before i enter college by one week that's why i was so confused about the picture appearing infront of me in the mirror, i wanted also to state the contradiction that sometimes people feel between their looks or the things they wear and what they really are.

NEVER JUDGE A PERSON BY APPEARENCE

Mirror:

Look at your mirror
And tell me what do you see?
Is that image virtual or real?
Do you know that person?
Or you feel like you are deceived
Look at the mirror
And tell me how do you feel?
Can you touch your soul?
Or you lost it deep inside your bones
Can you see your dreams?
Or it can't be seen
Look at the mirror before you leave that place
And tell me, are you sure
That this person is you?

7ayaty

lately i moved somehow to arabic music, i can't stop listening to this song by ASALA it's so weird but i just love it when she just sings depending nearly on her voice and the piano.

eventhough it's an arabic song but i have to appreciate it

7ayati 2agmal ma fiha 2eni ba3ich

mn gheir ma fakar fi 7aga ma theminich

2aham 7aga fi 7ayati 2eni ba3cha2 7ayati

wala yom ba7awel 2afakar fi 2elli fat

w fi 2elli 3ada w 2elli moumkin yom ykoun ma yheminich

2e7sas gamil 2eni 2akoun 3aycha el 7ayat mn gheir houmoum

3aycha kouli thanya fiha 2a3cha2 2adoub 2a7lam 2atir fo2 el sa7ab

7ayati 7ayati w 2ana 7orra fiha

dayman ba7awel 2akoun 2eni 2akoun 2ana

bat7ada kouli el kon w 2amla el dounia ghouna

7ayati 2agmal ma fiha 2eni ba3ich

mn gheir ma fakar fi 7aga ma theminich

I thought i won't see you again

today i was out and about with my friend when i saw the least person i expected to see for few seconds and since then and i'm thinking about many things in my world and my way of thinking just few moments can change a person it's true ....

I thought i forgot everything about you, but this thought ended the moment i found you


el 7mdolilah anyway

When you sleep

when you want to sleep

and all you wish for is a lovely dream

To fly away from earth

to visit that imaginary place that nobody knows

not finished i dont know my mind was bloked till here can i end it like this ?????

The two justs movies

In the last few days during my exams :D yeah i need a break don't I? i saw two movies their titles start with the word "just" it's my first time to review movies but yeah let's give it a try and the movies were great cause everyone made me think for a while about many things....

1-Just Friends:

it talks about a guy who used to have a girl as his friend and she kept him as a friend telling him we're "just friends" and he wished they were more than that, the days pass and they meet once more after 10 years after he changed and became someone else; someone any girl can dream of .. but the question is will she still keep him in the friends zone? watch the movie to find out if u already watched it tell me what you think?

the lesson i learnt from this movie is that the determination for change comes for a reason, and after all the change is done we forget why we changed at first place; alll what the guy did was for the sake of that girl and that's why he didnt enjoy all the pleasures of changing cause all the change was for her sake and he hadn't got her yet "7ad fehem 7aga :D"

"Always remember why did you chose that road cause in the way to home you may forget where are you going"

2-Just like heaven

it talkabout a guy who sees a lady he found in his new appartment strangely he's the only one who see her is she a ghost is she dead or alive what happened to her and why can he only see her join them on the journey of discovering the truth behind the history of this lady :D

what i learnt from this movie is that nothing is impossible and"Never lose belief in fate"

Back to life

ahhh it's over at last after a non ending month of exams i'm officially free after a terrible time with studying physics thanks God i finished today i went to see the prestige movie it was a great movie ... other than that i have loads of stuff i want to write here but i'm soooo tired now i'll start from tomorrow sorry blog for leaving you for a while but i didnt want to lose my final battle this term and el 7mdolilah i guess it was just fine

Troubles with physics (2)

physics fever i'm really starting to lose control on time rabena yostor

Troubles with physics

hello dear blog how are you doing i feel so bad now cause i've been doing nothing for the past few days and i'm not studying physics as i should be i just seem to be so lazy to study and eventhough i'm a few days away from mid term vacation but i still keep on being lazy and not doing what i should do ... you wonder then "a3melak eih ya3nyy" ok i came here to write these words to promise myself that i'll leave the PC now and study till i finish till around 2 or 3 am we

YANA YAL PHYSIA :@:@:@

When you want to cry(* poem)

When you want to cry

When you want to cry

And your tears ask you shall we fall or die

you try to hide

you try to run away

hide the tears of sorrow

hide the tears of pain

when you want to cry

And your tears ask you shall we fall or die

if they fall to the world of reality

Does that mean you're weak?

if they die inside of you

how will you burry them inside your heart?

when you want to cry

And your tears ask you shall we fall or die

and all you do is just wonder why

why did I cry now?

Is it the hell of confusion?

or Is it the declaration of defeat?

when you want to cry
and your tears ask you shall we fall or die

tell them fall so i can know that i'm alive

i wrote this poem all from my imagination which means i wasn't crying or even sad on the contrary i'm in a good mood now but i just wanted to write something in the blog and the thought came to my mind

Scratched words(poem)

Scratched words

Just some words on a paper
Represents an emotional failure
Scratch some words may seem without a meaning
But they represent how I am feeling
Scratching words from the past
And tears from the ink are rolling fast
The confusion inside my heart now appears so clear
Because I’ve scratched a weird scene
Holding the pen still in my hand
And I don’t know where my dreams will land

ok this poem i found in my documents i remember writing this poem one day not far ago.

when i always study and then my mind flies away to another world and i keep drawing on the paper if you see my copy book or studying papers u may see
f(x)=X2-x+6 and then a picture or stupid words or whatever :D so i wrote this poem once while i was studying as far as i remember when i saw the weird stuff i drew

HELLO

hello there how are you doing havent wrote here for a while something of worth and i can't really manage to write something so i'll just keep writing and i'll see where will my thoughts lead me nothing special abbout today as usual woke up studied economics not to mention it's really not a bad subject but you know studying the subject is different from taking an exam in a subject :D

where will my thoughts land today where where...................... i am thinking about sharing an old poem with you but nah not in the mood and even i wrote a poem yesterday and threw it in a secret place it's not bad and not good at the same time, but i wanted to keep it for myself i feel like i'm not getting better with my writings i need to concentrate more and read more cause the more you read the more you get to know how small you are in this world.......... but can;t find interesting writings to read so far....

............................ ................................... ................................ ................................. nothing my mind is empty or maybe it's filled with something i don't want to talk about so i'll just say HELLO dear readers "if there are readers to this blog :D" stay safe and drink orange

Circuits exam

el hamdolelah it was more than just fine i entered with great confidence and did well el 7mdolilah special thanks to engineer nabil hamed without attending his revision lessons kan zamany fel dayaaaaaaaaaaaa3

EL 7mdolilah

Confessions b4 circuits exam

look i have to confess before tomorrow's exam which is after around 10 hrs its 5 am right now and i must say it loud

3AMALNA ELLY 3ALENA 3ALENA WEL BA2Y 3AllA ALLAH SHEETAT WE MORAG3AT 7ALENA WALA 2ASARNA M3AH.........

i'm so tired but i did my best and i'll leave for God the rest el 7mdolilah anyway:) i'll go to listen to nickelback song it's like a fever for me today

If everyone cared "video"

OMG i just saw the video of nickelback song and i left all the studying to keep watching it it's amazing read the lyrics in the previous post then watch this amazing video and get a wise from it

If everyone cared

such a fantastic lyrics for a brelliant band they always amaze me with their lyrics check this out it's the latest from nickelback and

if everyone cared

From underneath the trees,
we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you’d be mine
But here we are, we’re here tonight

Singing Amen,
I’m alive Singing Amen, I’m alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We’d see the day when nobody died
And I’m singing

Amen.........I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We’ll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Amen I, I’m alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We’d see the day when nobody died

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared
and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We’d see the day when nobody died

My nerd level

I just want to see you happy

All i want for people i love and care for is just to see them happy whether i'm happy or not with that i realized this true thing in a glance of an eye today.........if u know me

I just want to see you happy............

My structure exam

what can i say it was one stupid long exam the problem with time came to me not because the exam was tough and long and full of equations, but because the answer sheets they gave to us which were tooooooooooooooooo hard to handle i used all kind of pencils with it and still didn't work anyway it wasn't that bad after all isA i'll pass it el 7mdolilah..........

Earth song

today as i was listening to ally bally from the valley i requested the earth song for michael jackson and indeed it's a wonderful track Allison couldnt stop thanking me for requesting this song i'll share with you the part of the lyrics which i like the most

I used to dream

I used to glance beyond the stars

Now I don't know where we are

Although I know we've drifted far

AAAAAhh Ahhh Ahhhhh

try to check out this song if u never heard it...

my celebrity looks

http://www.myheritage.com

http://www.myheritage.com

it's really crazy isn't it i uploaded around 10 pictures today and every time i get different celebrities i once looked like David beckham :D and omar el sherif i don't know it's just fun and crazy :D

Al-Jazeera VS Star Academy

Lately all the home left his traditions of opening Al-Jazeera and El manar satalite channels to watch star academy :D i don't know is it right or wrong ... i started to hate both of them since i have no time to watch t.v at first place, i always spend my time either online or studying.

let's make a quick review why would i waste my time and watch Al-jazeera while all it brings me is sadness and pain and i guess Al- jazeera moto should be NO HOPE all it brings is people dying and people stealing but the point that it concentrates on the truth but only the -ve one's and the thing i hate is when my family keeps staring at Al-jazeera 24/7 "ya gama3a el news wont change by watchin them"

I agree you should know what's going on around you in the world but not make it part of your life, see how you can change the news?

And here comes star academy new season 4 and instead of Al-jazeera they watch star academy on the total contrary "el 7aya gameela fe star academy" everything is ok people happy, singing beautiful girls and boys. And you just enjoy watching them and sneaking on their personal life, the best thing i like about star academy is that it made me feel for the first time that 20 ppl from different arabian countries can live together under one roof which i thought was an impossible thing.

When 20 arabians share a common goal they can live together why can't we learn from these young generations and create a common goal for our nations.

in the end after 3 months or so star academy will end and we'll be back to Al-jazeera satalite channel but for me both are the same just a waste of time :D

You're not the one (* poem)

You're not the one for me

You're not the one for me

And I'm not the one for you

I keep running to a place i don't know

And i discovered the truth

You're not the one for me
And I'm not the one for you

Painful it feels, but it's still so true

I keep thinking what more can i do

To make my heart realize that truth

You're not the one for me

And I'm not the one for you

Seeking you in our sky

But you left me to fall

I feel so alone .....

And now

I wrote these words to say to the world

You're not the one for me

And I'm not the one for you

Sweet and Sour

ok ok today was my mechanics exam it went just fine other than doing a really stupid mistake it was easy and cool.

Anyway as i said yesterday i was checking cultural workshop forums for a reason and the reason was the forwarded email i used to get everynow and then with a story called Sallty coffee.

Actually this story i first read it in the cultural workshop forums under the name Swett and sour and till now i think it's the sweetest short story i ever read so i want to share it with you don't know who wrote this story except by the nickname in the forums so here you go

UFO: Sweet and Sour

He sat there in the same old coffee shop they used to go. Tears made the letter in his hand totally wet, leaving nothing special in his face except those sliver hairs and glittering eyes. He closed his tired eyes and went back in time forty years ago when they first met.He met her at this coffee shop. She was standing there in the corner, hiding from the lights. He approached her, invited her to have coffee with him. She was surprised but after one deep look at his eyes, she accepted. She was too nervous to say anything. She felt uncomfortable and thought to herself "please, let me go home…".Suddenly, she asked the waiter "Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.". Everybody stared at her. So Strange!. Her face turned red but still, she put the salt in her coffee and drank it. He asked her curiously "Why you have this hobby?" and she replied with a look of embarrassment "When I was a little girl, I lived near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea in my mouth,just like the taste of salty coffee,everytime I drink it, I always think of my childhood, my hometown and my parents who are still living there." While saying that tears filled her eyes.

He was deeply touched and he started to speak, he spoke about his faraway hometown and his childhood too.They continued to date. She found him a man who meets all her needs, kind hearted, careful and warm. Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince and then they were living a happy harmonious life.

And every time he made her coffee, he put some salt in it as he knew that's the way she liked it."WHAT CAN I GET YOU, SIR?" the voice of the waiter brought him back to where he is, still the letter in his trembling hands, with the image of his beautiful wife dancing slowly in his head, but she's not here anymore.

She passed away few days ago, leaving him with a letter that said:"My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life's lie. This is the only lie I said to you; The Salty Coffee. Remember the first time we met? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar but I said Salt instead!! It was embarrassing for me to change what I said so I wanted ahead. I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid. I don’t like the salty coffee BUT I have had the salty coffee for my whole life. Since I knew you, I never felt sorry for anything I do for you. And having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life and if I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you as my everlasting husband, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again."He wiped the tears from his eyes, turned to the waiter with a smile on his face and said " Salty Coffee, please".

The waiter looked at him with astonishment all around his face and said "Excuse me Sir, but, what's the taste of salty coffee?". He replied "It is Sweet" .

hope u liked it and it's written by UFO ......

Different People (old poem)

hello helo dear blog since my exam is tomorrow i said let's write some stuff here, i was just checking some really really nice blogs .... won't say the author's, but i knew that i'm still an amateur.

anyway today i was checking culturalworkshop forums the archieves for a certain reason ... maybe i'll tell you about it later but i found my old poem i guess the poem which got best comments from both dr,sa7ar and the forum members ...........

it's called different people, i wrote this poem after i had the idea in my mind for more than half a year but i wasn't capable enough of putting it in the best way on papers, the date goes back to second secondary stage, when i used to take a taxi every day back and fro to the private lessons the point is that, whenever i see a person in the street i used to think about his troubles where is he going .... i used to visualize his state "kont wa7ed fady ba2a"

or even the state of poor people in other way i used to see what's inside not outside.These were the days when i used to spend time with myself and think alot, but for me to write such a poem now it became so hard specially with me being busy all the time, that's why i know i changed so let's take a look at the poem then write some comments.

Different people:

Everyday I pass by various people

Different people different dreams

Different looks different smiles

I can’t describe them for you

Cause I’ll be describing how they look like

And I don’t know what lies deep inside

Maybe a good-looking apple

Doesn’t taste as good as it looks

Everyone has a hope

Everyone has a place to go

Some people smile for you

And others problems

Make them don’t know where they walk

Different people different dreams

Different looks different smiles

Some of them wear really fine clothes

Making them shining like roses

Others don’t care about what they wear

Because their simple face Shows that they’re still there

Different people different dreams

Different looks different smiles

Maybe as I walk across the street

People look at me And say in their mind

One man with a dream

One look with a smile

ok as i remember Dr,sa7ar liked in this poem the way i dealt with people from inside she liked alot the fact that in the end of the poem i reversed the camera to see myself as i said this was the best comments i got on air :D so i'm always proud of that poem some reader's comments

"i love the simplicity u have in ur style its so natural if u know what i mean, it makees every word u say seem so true.. u seem like the type of ppl who like to notice all the tiny details unoticed.. the details we always miss are the details worth a nice good look and that can always turn a bad day into a good one" by wintergreen

and my quote from today always search in your old documents u'll find what makes you happy

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eih ya 3am star shaklak te3ebt men kol 7aga dah 7ata el blog mosh 2ader tekteb feih zy zaman yemken tekoon zehe2t dah 7ata inta mosh 2ader tefakar we tekteb english zy kol mara el wade7 en el mechanics 3amalet 3amalha feik malak ya 3am star hatseeb el blog keda fady men gheir afkar wenta a3ed shebh nayem we monhar ......... begad ana mosh 3aref aseeb el blog fady keda le7ad emta mah 3alena ana these days el afkaar keteeer bas mosh 7ases iny 3ayez aktebhom here khalehom gowa better 7aba we write this post under the name

takhareef ma kabl el nom ba3d yum taweel

we zy ma biko 2al rakez enta bas fel mechanica

Concentrate....

i just didn't write yesterday in my blog cause the start of 2007 wasn't good or bad it was stuck in the middle :D anyway all i want to say is a word said to me by my friend biko when he said

"Rakez enta bas fel mekanika" you need now just to concentrate on studying mechanics, and it's the thing i'm supposed to be doing as it's my final time in my life to study it "Ya rab akhlas menha ba2a........"