2007 wishes and resolutions

yes it's a new year a new start a new everything let's see what are my most important wishes and resolutions for 2007 hope to get them done by the end of this year isA

Resolutions:

-I want to be more pro-active join more activities not to be bounded by circumstances

-Get driving liscence and drive well in the streets of cairo

-Get at least Geem Geem as last year isA

-Make Nile fm forum much bigger in all ways, start to establish a more active community with our members

-Be closer to God

-Develop myself in everything.......

Wishes:

-All my family members and friends stay safe this year

-Cry tears of happiness in the end of ACES 2007; that we achieved something

-To see Egypt in a better state ................

-Like my brother wrote it on his msn :D the best wish i ever read "ya rab 3arosa tenzel 3alaya men el sa2f now hahahaha"

My 2006 "The year of change"

i made the pictures make the introduction for wht took place in my life for the past year shall i call it My 2006 the year of change

At last yes i'm getting ready to write here the most important points about 2006 i want to share with you or let's say with myself as i say i call it the year of change if you compare me sitting in same place last year you'll find me changed completely i don't know if this change was right or wrong but it must have been done sooner or later and fate choose 2006 to be my start....

Factors of change:

1-Road to creativity workshop

2-Nile fm forums

3-ACES 2007

4-Koleyet el kherfan

Best Moments:

-One of the best moments was when i saw Rob,safi,heba and scott entering cafe' alfreddo in city stars to attend our first nile fm meeting i felt i want to scream loud YEAHHH.... i was so happy that they cared to come and see us and how for the first time i got connected to the people i used to hear for ages in person. so yeah this was one of my best moments i have to say

-Fighting with best moment number one, is the moment i went to college to see my result and saw GEEM GEEM infront of my name, OMG i was over the moon i even remember shouting YES..... the thing is that i really suffered concerning studying in my college, i was so tired but all the suffering and pain was all removed in the blink of the eye with this moment, the moment i felt my pain wasn't lost in vain.....

-Getting to know that i was accepted in ACES 2007 as HR member i couldn't believe it really, cause i thought that this step can change my whole life; every day i spend as HR member i feel that it's true, but i wasn't so happy cause my brother wasn't accepted at the same time to be part of ACES crew 2007, but now i feel so proud of myself and hope that by the end of 2007 to say that i was a good HR member hope so isA....

-Ofcourse nile fm second meeting was a blast getting to make all the presenters of nile fm gathered together for the first time to meet their listeners and nile fm forum members in city stars, it was another success for me and for our forum and a great part of achieving our forum goal to be the link between the presenters and the listeners.

-Best moments come with my old school friends i don't know why when i meet them all i feel so happy that we're still in-touch eventhough fate threw us in various places,

i wish i can bring only one day of school back :D........

-I got a day in which i'll never forget 28/4 i guess i'll talk about it later

- EED/ACES booth/Interview Co-ordination/ACES Opening

Worst/Sad Moments :

-I'll never forget the feeling of bitterness after every engineering drawing section it was the worst moments of my life to spend all week drawing and in the end the guy gives you 4/10 with a smile :D and ofcourse my engineering drawing final exam ........

-Closure of ACES 2006 was so bad for me to feel like the dream is over it was a really happy feeling mixed with a sad one... but i have to add this to the sad feeling..

-Getting to know that the nile fm second meeting is about to collapse after the forum was attacked by a mysterious guy who just wanted to blew off the meeting or come to fight with some members in the end he didn't show up and in the end who is "Baby boy" who made me sleepless for 2 days this mystery remained unsolved.

-When Simon ramsden spoke to me on the phones and told me all i see from your forum is negativity!!!.. you're the one responsible of the forum and these are your guys "forum members"

-There was a situation which was repeated many times this year which is the situation to choose beween two things the worst situation i was in is to take a decision i remember that i spent a night sleepless just cause i couldn't decided between two outings with different people ........

-When i knew my friend Diaa was in hospital in critical case it was so bad to know how you can easily lose a friend or a dear person in the blink of the eye in the end he's now fine el 7mdolilah

-All the nile fm presenters which left us all for good it was so hard for me to hear every now and then that one of the presenters is leaving the station specially Rob,Simon and Scott cause i used to know them so much but yeah life goes on .....

Friday 28/4:

As i call it the day in which i tasted all feelings that human can feel in just one day if u just mention any feeling that cross your mind u'll find that i felt it on that day because that day was both my wasfeya exam and my graduation .....passing through many things that happened through that day i have to say that this day will never be forgotten :D

People I'm glad i met:

-Brainstorm i have to say that

-All the nile fm forum members without exception

-All the HR gang without exception in fact all ACES crew both 2006/2007

-Nile fm presenters all of them are special either old or new

-College friends they are really the main thing that keeps me standing in that tough place called handaset 3ein shams

ofcourse i can't forget my writings this year my poems most of them were sad poems which reflected the state of confusion i was in during this year i can't choose a best poem cause of all them are very dear to me

I guess that's it for my review for my 2006 i felt that i must do this to get ready for another year this year was full of challenges i did many write things in return i did many wrong things i started to view the world from another point of view i never expected to see the world from in the end isA i'll try to get ready for 2007 with many hopes and fears

"in the end all i can say about 2006 is El 7mdolilah"

Next blog.....

i wanted to write alot today but i dont feel in the mood to do that, still my project to review 2006 going in my mind, but not in the mood of doing this now.
Anyhow i decided to view other blogs kept pressing the next blog button and still can't find something so interesting except so few it's really weird how people's taste can vary and how every one works so hard on his blog to make it in the finest look, i saw all languages in the world while pressing this button :D

and i saw really interesting blogs with no comments at all and i didnt feel in the mood of even posting comments i'm not in the mood of doing anything right now so i'll just keep pressing

Next blog......

In fact we are much weaker

just woke up at around 9 am to do nothing at all, but i just read this topic in "bareed el gom3a" about a girl who's just paralysed and can't move and all her dream is to see her self moving and running and how she could just feel a shred of light in the darkness.

The answer came from the editor of "bareed el gom3a" about the wonderful story about a girl who was paralysed and eventhough she spent her life in her bed, she spread love and charity all over around her she wasn't happy but her aim was to make people around her happy, and then came to me the thought or shall i say the final word that the editor ended his comment with

"she spent her life; to make people who are healthy happy, she was much stronger than many people who have good health"

"I agree we are much weaker than them, and we need to change"

When you want to talk

let's start my topic with a quote i made today :D

"When you want to listen everybody is there to talk, When you want to talk no one is there to listen"

lately i realized that i've been for the past time listening to people and what they say and do in life their hopes their fears their artistic works their personal problems but really when i felt i need someone to talk to i didnt find any of those who i listen to all the time it's just stupid isn't it but i have to admit there are people in my life who listen to me and i listen to them but there are much more who just talk and never want to listen .................

that's life as it seems :D

Nothig is really worth it "* poem"

Nothing is really worth it

Nothing is really worth it

Whether to smile or whether to cry

Nothing is really worth your tears

Running fast through your cheeks

Nothing is really worth your laugh

In the end we can all laugh

Nothing is really worth your time

Running and running seeking a place to hide

Nothing is really worth your love

All the feelings are gonna come and pass

Nothing is really worth staying here

Writing these words for empty people

Nile Fm/Forum 2006

ok since as i mentioned i want to mention all the things Good/Bad which happened to me this year i'll just start by talking about nile fm cairo's # 1 hit music station many things happened to me and nile fm this year for me my dream came true to meet the presenters and i made the dream of many other listeners to know the personalities behind the microphones that was one of the best things i did this year.........

let's just review some of the highlights which happened during 2006 concerning Nile fm and me:

- ok where shall we start .... can't remember the first months at all as i was stuck in college and the huge depression i had after my first term exams i remember not calling or contacting any show except nile on demand i guess with rob, even i wasn't regular to the show ...

it all started when i met "el daye3" mo-rice ocley around february in college and we decided to start the nile fm forums in aim to keep it updated with news i had to start listening to the shows

-the first thing we had was scott coming to Egypt and and i started listening to his show he was such a nice guy he was so caring for what people want ad he was great support to us along the way and till now he is still in touch with us the problem is that he left the station after we all became attached to him he didnt stay for long but he left a good impression in all of us.

- we had the new heba around i felt so bad that the old heba left i was soo sad that i didnt say goodbye to her she was such a nice person really i just loved to call her in the morning just to say HI but she just left back to the UK when i asked Rob lately about her he told me she's in the UK and she's married and pregnant i guess maybe she has now a new baby wish her the best ......

-after the old heba, came the new heba she sounded exactly like the old one she was soo much fun and interacted with us alot in the forum in her first days when i met her in real life she's really sooo nice and caring, lately her show with tom is the best show on the radio i really sometimes regret going to college and not listening to their show they put such great effort on each show that's why it's soo good....

-After that surprisingly our forum started to get soo big after great support from some of the presenters specially rob tovey he used to announce the forum every day in his show :D and we started to feel like we have a bigger load on our back me and mo rice we decided our main goal is to be The link between the presenters and the listeners anyway moving on with time and many new lovely members we came to the point that we have a great deal of presenters and guess who wanted to join our forum IT'S THE BIG BOSS SIMON RAMSDEN .......

-He came and wasn't pleased to read some of the posts and it was the first time in my life to feel like i'm responsible for the forum he told me " these are your guys and this is your forum and all i can see is negativity" and i was like yeahh.... the guy is right the forum isnt any more the game me and mo-rice used to play with ....................

-I remember joining the nile fm wake up mission impossible in cilantro city stars we went there from 9 am with jack and mo-rice to meet safi it was sooooooooooooooo fun to meet safi and jack for the first time we actually made a human zoo in city stars which was hillarious i got this day to see safi from another point of view i always thought he's just a radio presenter but this guy safi is sooo wise and nice he's just what can i say .. i don't know creative and one of kind.

-We carried on our forum activities and still listening to nile fm then came the hard moment to plan the first nile fm forum meeting it was so hard to imagine and for me personally to plan a meeting i never did that in my life .... moving on the first nile fm forum meeting was one of the best days in my life you just can't imagine the feeling we all had just to see Rob,Safy,Heba and scott entering Alfreddo espresso city stars ...... can't be described really this feeling and getting to meet the perople i've been talking to as nicknames for more than 3 months or more ... the thing that no one knows that me and Mo-rice oxley used to meet every day after every exam to plan for this day and it was really worth it....

i guess that's enough for now many still to come i just feel that's too much i'll try to continue it later and these were the first part of the major events that took place for me as nile fm listeners and forum Admin....

As Nile fm has always been a part of my life for the first time in 2006 i became a part of it

Technical writing exam/Goodbye Marwan

el 7mdolilah today's exam was soooooooooooooo fine much better than expected 3o2bal all the exams isA for the first times i saw students happy after an exam in handaset 3ein shams :D

after the exam we went me and my friends Ghanem/Hesham to say goodbye to our friend marwan who's leaving to Malaysia for a scholarship there it was so fun specially with Ghanem's car we had a great time and all i can say goodbye marwan 3ala malaysia :D

Stars "old poem"

hello" ya 3am el blog keifaak " i have very few time to say what i want to say so let's say it quick shall we today since i'm busy and have an exam i'll post an old and a very dear poem to me i was suppoed today to start writing about 2006 memories and how did it treat me but i still have no time as i have an exam tomorrow and i'm preparing a huge documentry on last year specially that i call it the year of change for me :D

well this poem stars as i said is one of my dearest poems it was like my 4th or 5th poem i wrote in my poetic history why did i write it?

ok here's the story i used to be in first secondary stage during this year i used to see everything from another point of view i used to meditate and watch the sky from my window at dawn :D i used to be free and i could visualize nature, anyway i was so interested in writing a poem to describe the stars and how i see them cause i used to like watching them so much, as in my mind they have many symbols, i used even to have MY STAR in the sky it used to light so haaard i used even sometimes to wake up in dawn specially to see it whatever......

.after i wrote this poem i submitted it to the culture workshop and was read on air by Dr.Sa7ar and actually i recieved really nice comments from both her and her guest i felt so proud of myself then ..one of her comments is that this poem can be reduced to much fewer lines she said i can replace all this poem with this part of it

Among all the stars I have my star
Which shines everyday inside my heart
And lights inside my soul the beauty of life

which is kind of true these three lines if u ask me what they mean i can get you dozens of meaning for these 3 lines specially ..................

amazingly i stopped writing these kind of poems dont know why i dont even have the time to look at the sky and see MY STAR the last time i saw it , was last year something like that i was so happy ANYWAYyyyyyyy............ i made long introduction cause as i said this poem is so special to me..... read it and hope u like it and i know i made it quick :D

Stars

Look at the stars at night

And feel the beauty of their light

And see how small are we

In a world where the stars lead

And look how they look so small

While they are bigger than us all

Every star looks so unique

Don't you feel the freedom everybody seeks

Among all the stars I have my star

Which shines everyday inside my heart

And lights inside my soul the beauty of life

Look at the sky before you sleep

To get a wise from the stars before you dream

I saw santa

hehe today was a normal day i just saw santa in my dream i guess these were the illusions before sleeping loads of christmas spirit going around specially concerning nile fm it made me feel like i'm in the UK and celebrating christmas any way as usual i dont celebrate christmas but if u celebrate it anywhere around the world

hoh oho oh oho hoho MERRY CHRISTMAS

The myth of right and wrong

what's right or wrong or how do we value things, the myth of right and wrong has been running through my mind lately what defines right and wrong is it our values or morals or culture why we are all gathered on things that they're right and on other stuff they're wrong what made the rules i won't enter from the point of view of religion i mean let's think about it with our minds the most powerful tool God created for us.

we're born with nature our parents taught us what's right and wrong using "kekha theorem" this is not good boy dont touch it dont lie ............. which means is it our parents that forms the idea of right and wrong in our minds..... maybe

then comes school to kill all the creativity in the children they kill in us the soul just to ask WHY?.. it's just rules .... you have to memorize this and that and u'll succeed the right is to study hard the wrong is to do anything else..........



i read once in philosphy book in first secondary a word i always remember "to differentiate between right and wrong "ask yourself what will happen if all the world does that thing if u find it bad know it's wrong if u find it not bad then it's right" but it's hard to apply this saying you cant check if it's right or wrong


all the discussions leads me to the point what makes a person ideal through out my humble experience in life there's nothing called ideal person but we always tend to be ideal or think of ourselves as ideal but here's the catch how can you say a person is ideal while you dont even know what's right and what's wrong .............. the myth remained unsolved what makes things right and wrong is it our culture, habbits or way of thinking.





or maybe for me as a person i judge things by my conscience dont know i feel there's an inner voice in every one of us that tells us what's right and wrong .............. but we never stood up and wondered if this voice is right or wrong ................





The myth remained unsolved for me till then i'll follow my conscience .............

Why do we write (* poem)

well according to my last topic here called why do we write amazingly while i was searching in my old pc for documents i found that piece which i wrote not far time ago :D i cant remember why or when did i write it believe me

Why do we write?

Why do we write?
Maybe we want to hide
Or to throw our pain far behind
Why do we write is the question
Is it because we’re sick of being here
Or because we want to run from our tears
Or maybe we write so we can find a hope
And a place we can call home
Why do we write is it because we feel strange?
Or we can’t say what we feel in the face
Why do we write? I still don’t know.
And maybe we’ll keep on writing till one day we know

My math exam

As u all know today was my math exam well all i can say is that i didn't do good or bad it was really ok don't know if i'll get a MEEM or GEEM whatever u know the thing that i can say is that i did in this exam like all last year's exams , and dont know if they were good or bad whatever at least i'll pass isA and even if it was bad i have still next term isA..........

EL 7MDOLILAH

If only i have

if only i have one more day to study math OMG i got so messed up with the stuff to study i hope to do well tomorrow eventhough i can't guarantee it i want to keep my "MEEM" record in math for two years "YA RAB"

anyway today is my brother's birthday and i got him car air freshner hehehe.... and yesterday was my father's birthday so in calloberation between me and my brother we got him a flash memory 1GB and about me now i'm broke :D .......

My two pc's are in mess the first PC open the windows then restart itself and the second pc is my brother's and he's actually sleeping now so i took the time to write few words here

that's it for me remember please pray for me cause tomorrow's exam is important and i have to say I NEED JUST ONE MORE DAY

"always value your time before you get messed up like my state now"

el 7mdolilah ..........

writing early today

hio there today i'm writing kind of earlier than everyday cause i really need to spend all night integrating whether double or triple if you dont study engineering math "I envy you hehehe..."

today today so far i did nothing except waking up early and trying to request the christmas song for the nile fm forums but sadly the sms didnt work and we didnt get the chance to sms our request so in return i phoned the new request line for nile fm and requested the song and i didnt leave my name and sounded terrible :D but hey we got our request done by the end RIGHT......

anyway other than that i kept studying double integrations and soon at night isA triple integrations they seem fun you know all i need is just more time but seems i'm losing all my calculations concerning time "rabena yostor" not many thoughts in my mind today to share so i'll leave you without a headache today as usual make sure that u;re good and see ya ..........

who am i talking to .................................

well i'm not talking to you you can go back to sleep------>

i must appreciate your great care to read my blog :D

Today thoughts "Am i a writer"

hello mr.blog i'm writting under stress now my brother wants to kick me out of the room, and i cant sleep b4 writing in the blog i was busy chatting, and didnt get the time to write here but here we go today was a normal day i studied math all day ong but i felt really fed up by the end of the day which is now and i dont know why but i hope to carry on tomorrow isA.

seems that me and conan

are working on solving a great mystery which is my thoughts "the worst crime Mr. Conan"

there was a topic in nile fm forums called what makes you special and today i knew what really makes me special for the first time :D you know what........ what makes me special is my thoughts that's the only thing i own that no one owns and my writings it's just a thing that i got and feel they're mine and at last yes that's what makes me special

but i'm confused about another thing is that can i be a writer one day here we go with two thoughts the first thought was said by Dr,Alaa el aswany "to know if you can be a writer or not ask yourself do you love anything in this world more than writting then you're not a writer" and lately i discovered i like writing more than anything but another thought was said also in dr,sa7ar's show from one of her guests " if you don't read and care for what people write then you're not a writer" so according to this saying i'm not a writer i dont like to read many other writings and i think it's not necessary what makes my writings special is that they dont look like any other person's writing :D ......................... "and these were my takhareef for today"

another thing is that i saw "7adset el wensh" video it's one of the best videos i ever saw check it out it happened infront of our college

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQzx6MRyF78

word of the day depending on a situation happened to me today.......

" The more time you spend in a dream the more you get to realize it's not real"

It's All about today

today was really a weird day i went through many stuff so where shall we start?

ok i woke up on bad news really that my mother's aunt has passed away, i felt really sad cause at a moment i thought that life can be so short and it can change between a day and a night, after that i decided to study math and actually i felt like i'm in a real mess cause i lost control and didnt know where to begin and where to end, so i slept for a while then went to math revision in the center it was sooo crowded i didnt expect that after fighting and fighting i entered by a miracle "el 7mdolilah",

the only thing i got from this lesson is that i knew from where and when to start :D so after the lesson before going home i had to go to "el 3azza" stayed there for a while then came home studied till now exactly and i have to wake up early tomorrow to continue...........





highlights and thoughts of the day;





- i discovered that the guy taking part in star academy 4 was in my same graduate year and same school so weird i never expected someone from english school to reach star academy i dont know the guy in person but i wish him the best.





-Being in el 3azza rose to my mind many many thoughts i cant talk about them here cause they're kind of so dark may God rest her soul in peace





-Remember about 3 days post P.S about being one step closer well today i took the step and it was just fine i feel happy about that and as i said no body knows what the future bring

one final word El 7mdolilah on everything

Why do we write?

i was just hearing Dr,sa7ar show on radio cairo it's been ages since i last listened to her show and all the lovely texts young dreamers send it just brought to my mind many memories and thoughts about texts i used to send to the show.

a question also came to my mind why do we write? it's really hard to answer i always thought i write for people to feel better but i realized i'm writting lately for myself lately most of my recent poems are either sad poems or self confusion poems, when i first started i used to write happy poems "A simple smile" or Nature poems but now i'm much concerned with myself and my mood so the question that lies here do we write for ourselves or the people around us? this question remained unanswered in my mind.

Also this blog its so weird how happy i feel when i write a topic in it in fact it became a part of my life everyday i must care about what i write in it eventhough, i know rarely does anyone read what i'm writting, i got like 40 views or whatever and the number of comments i got can be counted on hands. I just keep writing i feel happy when i do so i feel like i'm talking to myself or speaking my mind which makes me feel better which makes me feel that words can help you heal.

Back to Dr,Sa7ar's show she said a beautiful sentence when she was talking to a young writer she told her

" in the past few years i've been dealing with you young generation and i can see how beautiful you're you just need more self confidence and believe me you can change the world"

at last a great person like dr,sa7ar believes in us, she's one of the people that i owe her alot and alot.

if our community was filled with people who believes in young generations like her, Egypt would have been much better place

The thief

i was ridding a taxi like 1 year ago, and i was so exahausted as usual,

so he told me you look so tired you must be spending alot of time on the PC, i told him not that much he told me ok i'll tell you something, believe me i just got a new PC and you know what i call a PC. i told him what?, he told me "the thief cause he steals your time and energy since i got this PC and i keep playing chess on it and i cant stop it's really a thief i can stay till dawn playing on it :D" i smiled and said "ragel magnoon" but then now i realize he's right computer is a thief but the point i always sit on my PC when i feel down or not in the mood for studying so instead of calling TV or any useless thing a thief i prefer to call the PC a thief :D

I moved the car today it was parking in a wrong place so i had to move it i felt i wont do it bas el 7mdolilah i moved "ga3far" --->

to the right place i want now to get my license to drive eventhough i still feel nervous when i drive.

a hard feelings day

Today i had really bad feelings. As today when i came back home to check my msn, and someone PM'ed me that a guy from our college same year same section has passed away, it was a hard feeling cause at first i thought he was someone and then turned to be another one, but the most important thing is that he was a student and one of us. is it that easy for your life to end that fast? this guy was always smiling but it was time for him to meet his fate the last time i never talked to him except once last week to be precise in our physics lesson we were sitting under the air conditioner and we were both freezing he turned to me and said "ya bashmohandes enta bardan wala eih :D" i replied "yessss......." then we asked the teacher to turn off the AC

so all i can say is انا لله وا انا اليه راجعون

just recieved a nice sms from baby delicious thanks so much for it, it came at its right time today :D i just want to dedicate it to all my friends

"Life is full of roads as we travel on. some we try to 4get & some we wish we never passed But there's a road I dont regret passing, its where we became friends"

The poor little girl:( old poem )

ok here's another old poem of mine and as promised i'll tell you the story behind it, ok this one was written exactly a year ago.

it's about a net friend i used to have i used to talk to her alot she was always in miserable situations; much worse than anyone can imagine, the only thing we had in common is that we love to write, i always thought of how the life of someone can be so bad when i talk to her.

so i wrote her this poem, about the poor little girl now she doesnt even talk to me and if i were in her position i'd agree i always talked to her as if i'm the wise man i used to tell her CHANGE CHANGE it's easy why dont u do and do and do ............ so i guess i was torturing her not chatting with her one of the things i learnt lately

Don't ask people to change just guide them through

The poor little girl:

Poor little girl you lost your way to smile

With tears hidden under your eyes

You try to swim but you always drown

Drown in the oceans of life

Poor little girl it’s time to change

Before you become something that can’t be named

Time for you to be a star Not in the skies of others but in your own sky

Time for you to set a goal And consider it your boat

Time for you to set a plan Before you lose everything that you have

Live your life with a smile for tomorrow

Cause nothing would change with pain and sorrow

Try to be a smile for your friends

And believe me your stories will never end

Poor little girl it’s time to change

And in God always have faith

And make him the reason for you to be there

Poor little girl deep inside you are great

Carry on your life and always accept your fate

Love yourself with everything that u have

And believe me nothing will go bad

Get your will from the people around you

And don’t let them down

because they believe in you

Poor little girl surviving oceans of life isn’t that easy

So work hard and never tend to be lazy

I'm up for the challenge

i just took my decisions my eyes and soul are set to the challenge:

ME VS ELECTRICITY

Round 2 is starting really soon, i'm not well prepared for the fight but i'll do my best to be fit by the end of this week. i want to win with a K.O (MEEM) :D wish me luck "rabena m3ana isA"

It's all coming back to me now

ok it's all coming back to me now it could has two meanings

the first meaning is that lately i had the same feelings i used to have around 2 or 3 years ago; the same feeling of bitterness, but it's so hard to believe that these feelings are repeated or i can feel the same once more, or even worse. is this right or wrong or its just a visit from the past. or the most important question do i seek this bitter sweet feeling. who knows what tomorrow brings?

the second meaning is that now its one of the moments that it's all coming back to me whether to study, work hard or join new activities.

In the end it's all coming back to me

Yesterday

Oh guys i was supposed to write yesterday but i couldnt access the pc my brother was having and exam and he closed the room "daba we mofta7" :D and other than that i spent yesterday out of home from 8 am till 10 pm :D my parents told me "7aram 3alek elly bete3meloh fe nafsak dah" but believe me it was such a looooong day for the first time this year i slept in a section :D but anyway its starting to get messy out there rabena yostor

We all feel down

today i was listening to safi's planet rock and the rock your mind hour there was a topic about the underground you,

i dont know i kept thinking about the things i keep hiding from people i found they're not much they're really personal stuff that i agree should be kept inside but other than that everything will be posted on the blog :D.

the thing i noticed is that many people in cairo have problems whether he's happy deep inside him, he hide a sad person. and whether he's a sad person, he hides inside him a person seeking happiness. so if you feel down or bad or all these kind of stuff, remember we are all equal and we all feel down sometimes cause that's the nature of humans we cry we laugh that's why we live.

p.s: so as a memory of today i was really one step closer of doing something i wanted to do so much in the last couple of months i was really close but it seems that God wanted this step to be postponed i felt so, so whether it was going to be good or bad i felt sad for a while but then hay life goes on and EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

R.T.S (2)

it's R.T.S alert second part for my second year in faculty of engineering 3ein shams OH BOY you can't imagine how much of stuff we have to get made during this week with our exams starting at 23-12 and then start the journey of pain with an exam every saturday and tuesday till 23-1 isA i feel like its the time when i really feel i'm losing grip of things i have to study they're not hard i know but they're tooooooo much in such little interval of time so wish us luck please for the next days