Sunday, March 11, 2007

Towards no where (old poem)





Towards no where

Towards no where I go
Still don’t have the courage to let go
Running in the circles of life
And feels like I’m running out of time
I wish I could change the world
But our feelings can’t be sold
Where I’m heading I still don’t know
Seeking memories from the day I was born
Nothing special to be told
I keep seeking the mirage of the desert
Soon I’ll be bitten by its lizards
Still walking in that busy road
Came a guy and told where are you going?
I told him towards no where I am heading


This isn't a new poem it's an old poem it's like one year old or something but the poem describes itself i guess; so i won't say more about it just read it cause i always feel this "Towards no where" ...............

Saturday, March 10, 2007

When least expected THEORY

when least expected Theory is sooo simple which is

"Don't seek happy moments because they come when least expected"

I believe so much in this saying and whenever i sit and remember my happy moments they always came in the timings when they were least expected.
Maybe these days i work so hard to get happy moments but whenever i feel something is gonna happen to make me happy i remember this saying and it's so true we always forget that they come when least expected

el.7mdolilah

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Egyptian faces


Eih today may seem an ordinary day 3ady you wake up go to college come home, during this process u never look around you cause simply you're too busy to notice any person around you but today for me was different i said why not see the faces of Egyptian people in the morning.

Simply i was ridding a taxi and i was beside "el 3abaseya square" and i looked at the faces walking in the street and i was so affected that i wanted to take a paper and write a poem but i didn't cause i simply remembered a song called "mad world" and it really described the situation perfectly the situation of Egyptians in the morning going to work

here's part of the lyrics from the song


All around me are familiar faces

Worn out places, worn out faces

Bright and early for their daily races

Going nowhere, going nowhere

And their tears are filling up their glasses

No expression, no expression

Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow

No tommorow, no tommorow

And I find it kind of funny

I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which I'm dying

Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you

'Cos I find it hard to take

When people run in circles

It's a very, very

Mad World Mad World Mad World Mad World



On my way home i tried to notice the same process again but this time i was riding a public bus and it's the same sad smile on every face you can see deep inside them their pain, sorrow desppair you can see they're tired Losing hope and no one is there to help them i felt that this country is suffering begad, it's my problem that i can read faces and i know when someone is sad or happy or tired but today i havent seen any person smiling they're all tired depressed I wish people of authority" you know who i mean" pass by the same process i passed by today

but the only thing that makes me feel happy is when i see a cute little child smiling in the street breaking all the sadness around him "The next generations are our only hope"

Monday, March 5, 2007

Sunday, March 4, 2007

Running....

let me start this post with a quote from the wonderful movie The Pursuit Of Happyness

when Will Smith says during each part of the movie what he thinks about this period in his life with a deep voice, i remember this word so clear now

"This part of my life i call ..... Running"
These past two days were really called running :D for the first time in my life or maybe i faced these situations before but i don't know why i feel it so clear now the feeling of the fight you're fighting the strongest wrestler ever which is TIME and you can't stop it and never will all you can do is tame it so you can get out of the battle safetly but it'll keep running and you'll keep running after.
For the past two days i really realized the meaning and importance of each minute you know i did things in 15 mins which i can spend a whole day doing and for the first time in my life to keep looking in my watch around two or three times after every 15 mins.
And actually time was faster than me sometimes so i really had to run in the streets :D
el.7mdolilah

Thursday, March 1, 2007

Can't concentrate

...... These days i face a really huge problem which is lack of concentration i can't focus or concentrate on one thing i keep my mind busy with many stuff and i can't disconnect from them from time to time which is a big trouble also i feel soo tired every day i have college from 8 am till 4 pm and i get tired so fast these days :S:S

but look at the bright side i have 3 days off in the week including friday "eventhough i go to college on friday" mah 3alena i need really to go back to the mood of studying as well i can't regain my strength in that as well things are beginning to pile up :D we Rabena yostor ....

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Deeo meaning-Deep voice-Deep video

A must watch begad :(