HR ACES 2007

people whom i'm writing this for may wonder why i'm writing this here or why did he choose his blog to say these words why not send them via-email or something, to be honest i just wanted you to see my blog :D

Some of you may have passed through it and i know many of you don't know about it i call it the another world inside of me every thought inside my mind i post it here and i made a promise to myself to keep writing here if u someday any day remembered a guy you used to work with and we had together wonderful memories all i want you to do is just check this blog and maybe u'll know what i'm going through and how's life treating me that's why i posted this message here it's special to the most wonderful team a person can ever work with

every one of you have got something inside of me you made an effect i can never erase if u check my resolutions page in this blog u'll find my wish for 2007 was to cry today the closing day i nearly cried today but i didn't cry actually in the closing today i was just smilling and saying thank you to everyone of you i dont know i didnt cry ...... but the effect that i wanted to cry for was achieved which is "we made a difference" i will always be proud to say i was part of ACES 2007

I have special message for special people i'll try to say things that no one knows about :

Osaka : begad begad feih 7aga u dont know about kan feih ayam kont weselt le mar7ala a3od feih beitna and dont go to ACES again you were giving me a support without knowing that, i owe you alot of thanks i learnt from you alot begad and i'm proud to wortk with you

AdaM: I'll never see a person devoted to his work like you ana kont bat3alem menak 7agat keteeer awy we begad ma7adesh ye3arf ad eih et3alemt menak ellah me that's why i always thank you

Amr: el brenc brenc 3omry ma hansa ur smile and keda 3ala tool far7an kont sa3at bab2a medaye2 awy ashofak yegeely amal kont fe3lan brenc .... we isA tefdal brenc

Na7la: el politician wel mozee3 kont kol yum bakteshef feik 7aga gedeeda mosh feih 7ad tany u were so special chracter dayman helping giving great advice and always big brother ...

Souka: dayman 7asetek like my big sister specially el last few days specially lama fedelna a3deen ta7t 3 hours bentala3 el crew results dayman helping hand :D wel ba2y in ur conference handbook that i wrote u before

Nadeen: ana 3omry ma kont metwake3 workshop zy handara teb2a 7elwa keda u made a great effort on it and begad kont mabsoot awy that i worked with you few weeks there we fel book of the day :D tab3aaan keep reading and encourage me to read ba2a :D

Mai: ya gama3a yemken ana el wa7eed elly worked ma3 mai in one team and all i want to say she never let me down we 3ala fekra mai khalaset 7ebr el printer beta3ha 3ala el CSP thank you notes we kanet dayman tes2al 3ala kol 7aga mashya ezay raghm enaha was toooooooooo busy feih 7agat keteer bas she never let something come over ACES just cant say more than a thank you

Radwa/Shaima2: i mixed both together 3ashan homa bel zabt zy el sisters ma2darsh afara2 ma beinhm begad ento el etnen konto 3amleen shoghl kowayes awy u were a helping hand and a friend when needed u worked so hard and i really appreciate every moment with you kan feih 7agat ba3melha like poem aw video kanet teegy radwa aw shaimaa2 te2olly " eid dah dah 7elw awy " bas heya kanet te2ool keda men hena we ana ansa kol el ta3ab elly te3ebto feih :D

Noha ezz el din: begad begad i cant say more than you're a wonderful wonderful person from both inside we outside the best comment i ever had in my life i had from you in the "let's make a clean new start" kont medaye2 yumeeha men 7aga tanya bas khadt your note we kont shebh ha3ayat if u remember what u wrote i want to thank you for it can't say more about you bas begad mabsoot en feih 7ad zyek and mabsoot aktar eno were part of my team...

Yasmeen Mancy: eihh ha2ool eih mashy ya yasmeen feih aw2aat keteer i felt in ana let you down we feih aw2at keteer 7aseet you let me down eza kont feih yum let you down or didn't meet your expectations please forgive me ana begad all my wish eny akoon was always meeting ur expectations nefsy dayman when u remember 2007 to say negm was effective in his team and i'm glad that he was HR member ama ba2a el other part when you let me down this part can be neglected compared to the things i learnt from you and the times you just put me up and it's so enough for me your trust for me to be part of such a wonderful team named HR and a bigger home called ACES......... so as the video said i just want to thank you for giving me the best days of my life

i just couldn't go to sleep before i say these words and now i can sleep we dameery mertaa7 :D

ahh one thing this poem is for ACES and i forgot to post it here so i think i better leave it here :D

Together
ACES 2007

Together we wished our dream would come true.
To make ACES home for me and you.
We stood together to spread the light.
For that we spent many sleepless nights.
Creating ACES was our ultimate goal.
Today,we achieved that and we're seeking more.
Together we stood side by side.
And with devotion we made things go right.
In a raging sea we used to sail.
And many storms in it we used to face.
But together we reached the shore of fame.
We left a legend which will forever remain.
Together we made the dream come true.
ACES is now home for me and you.

We want to thank all ACES crew because every moment we spent together was so precious
HR ACES 2007

Ana mosh m3ahom !!!!

"Ana mosh m3ahom" i'm not with them the best suitable title to discuss a really important issue since i'm supposed now to be posting my vote about the constitution amendments "hope spelling is right :D" and since i have no election card i decided to discuss it here.

I'm really not with them cause lately i have this thought in mind I'm with who... am i with the islamic current or with the modern teens "shabab mehayes" or i'm a nerd who just sleeps on the books.

I'm really not with anyone of those but inside me you'll find a part from each place but i'm not one of them "Ana mosh m3ahom ana ma3 nafsy" do u think it's wrong to be in the middle and not related to a certain thought why do we always seek to judge a person by his beliefs .... if i have long beard they say i'm "ekhwan" if i listen to mp3 all the time "ana mehayes" if i study hard they call me nerd "da7a7" is this right or wrong i don't want to be any one of those i just want to be "simply me" cause lately the Egyptian society is getting split in a bad way which will make alot of troubles soon as much as i believe; why don't we leave everyone to live and make his choices.

Back to the constitution thing I'll say an example i was in the mosque and after the prayer came a guy and stood in the middle and said "This is unfair this is injustice where are we going .............. and then in the end he said that's why we ask you not to go to vote on monday" :S:S:S

i was like why don't you simply go and say i don't agree on the amendments tell me what will he benefit if no one goes to vote it's so stupid really.

i tried to read the topics in the constitution it was so stupid cause i didn't understand a thing and every part of it can be rephrased to humdred meaning all i want for a simple person like me who hasn't got any benefits from all what's going around him "men dawsha" someone tells me "howa feih eih"

"Ana mosh m3ahom wla ma3 7ad is this a problem or a solution"

Shayefeen el shagra elly fo2...

against my traditions a title in arabic it's translation "can you see the tree hanging on the ceiling" :D lately i use this phrase in every lecture and few people know what it means :D

i simply look to the ceiling in the middle of the lecture and say "shayfeen el shagra elly fo2" and to my amazement the people siting beside me look to the ceiling :D because they are simply out of the world and the guy infront of them is doing nothing but explaining to himself my college friends know by now whenever i feel disconnected i just smile and look to the ceiling and say ....

"Shayfeen el shagra elly fo2"

Why?...

I don't know why i just wanted to write here now, though i got nothing prepared to say i just felt that i dont want to take my afternoon nap before i write few words here ... so what shall i talk about , ......

I don't know there are many things to say maybe i can write a poem or say how is it going with me on mother's day or how was my today quiz and my hopes for tomorrow's quiz, i don't know just many things to talk about.

The main thing is that i really really really need a break now from everything whatever it is :D ... and el 7mdolilah the mid terms was postponed to 14/4 don't know if this is good or bad it's just ok let's say that it gives me more time but the problem that i was entering the studying mood and now we have to get ready for ACES 2007 opening which is next week ......... mosh 3aref what i wrote now makes sense wala la2a but anyway i just felt i wanted to speak to myself for a while

and there's an idea of a poem in my mind i hope it's gonna develop in the coming days i'm gonna call it "In another world"

That's all folks :D I love captain maged lol that's why i posted his picture now i told you i wonder why .......

CRISIS (2) ....

Still in crisis of lack of concentration and focusing really losing it khales i can't focus in studying at allllll "maleesh nefs afta7 ketab" and the problem is that i have two quizes this week and a mid term by next week and i really really need every second now but i'm still losing control it's really one of the worst mental blocks i ever had ..................................

Me

-V v v v v creative

-Negm ya3ni el creativity

-The nicest and the deepest

-You're very unique

-Great team spirit

-Hady+Rasy+young achiever

-You're very good sha3er

-The next big thing in poetry

only few people will understand what these words mean and how did i get them and i want to thank them all :D

101 post

This is post 101 ... which means i'm done with 100 posts ; hundred special moments, special thoughts and special days i'm always proud of this blog and whenever i feel down i keep looking at my old posts in it :D it's like a reminder of many memorable moments i had in the last 3 months.

Some of the posts was so clear that everyone understood and there were posts that no one would ever understand them but me and as the theme of this blog is There's another world inside of me that you'll never see

I have to say during these 3 months i had a wonderful time writing in this place seeking to write 1000 moments here :D isA and always remember

"Inside everyone of us there's a writer and it's your choice whether to let it out or not "

passing moments

every day you pass by many moments

some last forever cause we spent it together

and others you wish to erase

cause their presence; all they cause you is pain

but in my case ...

both moments take place

same time,same place

CRISIS.......

CRISIS CRISIS CRISIS .............. X 10^10 khalas ana 7ases bel dayaaaaa3 :(

i can't focus or concentrate on studying KHALES i'm losing control really i was counting the things i have to do these days and i found these things are tooo many to count
i even feel so tired every day at college i sometimes sleep in lectures or lose concentration and say "ab2a afham at home" begad begad i need now to make use of every second i have in a benefitial way so i can pass this year safetly

and as my brother say :D ALWAYS SMILE DURING CRISIS

Nile fm forum's BD "my first movie"

I know u're gonna kill me i was making the count down for more than 6-days in the forum for 2 reasons one you were too smart that you got one of it which is yes it's today 14-3 the nile fm forums Birthday we're officially one year old we had great fun this year and we hope more to come isA

The second thing as a celebration of this i made the first Nile fm forum documentary movie it's called Nile fm forums one year of success

and here's the link http://al5afy.com/up/801728

Hope you enjoy the movie this year was so nice we made great stuff together hope these memories last forever

AHmeD STar

104.2 forums Admin.

Thanaweya Amma hahaha.....

Today i was having an electronics lesson which is held in a center which works as engineering lessons center and sanaweya amma center as well so todya i just saw sanaweya amma students getting out of the lesson and all i could do is just burst out laughing didn't know why but i just kept on laughing that they thought i'm crazy

-Maybe i remembered all the moments i had in similar centers

-Maybe i felt pitty for the students cause they don't know what's waiting for them

-I remembered the high spirits we used to have

-I remembered many wonderful moments and lovely people i met in these centers

-I saw them "ana leih na2es darga fel wageb" fighting for every mark

So all i could do really is laugh a laugh of happiness and pain, happiness because i finished these days and now i'm moving on with my life, pain because i didn't value the fun part of these days :D if you're in sanaweya amma believe me these days are valuable :D

Towards no where (old poem)

Towards no where

Towards no where I go
Still don’t have the courage to let go
Running in the circles of life
And feels like I’m running out of time
I wish I could change the world
But our feelings can’t be sold
Where I’m heading I still don’t know
Seeking memories from the day I was born
Nothing special to be told
I keep seeking the mirage of the desert
Soon I’ll be bitten by its lizards
Still walking in that busy road
Came a guy and told where are you going?
I told him towards no where I am heading

This isn't a new poem it's an old poem it's like one year old or something but the poem describes itself i guess; so i won't say more about it just read it cause i always feel this "Towards no where" ...............

When least expected THEORY

when least expected Theory is sooo simple which is

"Don't seek happy moments because they come when least expected"

I believe so much in this saying and whenever i sit and remember my happy moments they always came in the timings when they were least expected.
Maybe these days i work so hard to get happy moments but whenever i feel something is gonna happen to make me happy i remember this saying and it's so true we always forget that they come when least expected

el.7mdolilah

Egyptian faces

Eih today may seem an ordinary day 3ady you wake up go to college come home, during this process u never look around you cause simply you're too busy to notice any person around you but today for me was different i said why not see the faces of Egyptian people in the morning.

Simply i was ridding a taxi and i was beside "el 3abaseya square" and i looked at the faces walking in the street and i was so affected that i wanted to take a paper and write a poem but i didn't cause i simply remembered a song called "mad world" and it really described the situation perfectly the situation of Egyptians in the morning going to work

here's part of the lyrics from the song

All around me are familiar faces

Worn out places, worn out faces

Bright and early for their daily races

Going nowhere, going nowhere

And their tears are filling up their glasses

No expression, no expression

Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow

No tommorow, no tommorow

And I find it kind of funny

I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which I'm dying

Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you

'Cos I find it hard to take

When people run in circles

It's a very, very

Mad World Mad World Mad World Mad World

On my way home i tried to notice the same process again but this time i was riding a public bus and it's the same sad smile on every face you can see deep inside them their pain, sorrow desppair you can see they're tired Losing hope and no one is there to help them i felt that this country is suffering begad, it's my problem that i can read faces and i know when someone is sad or happy or tired but today i havent seen any person smiling they're all tired depressed I wish people of authority" you know who i mean" pass by the same process i passed by today

but the only thing that makes me feel happy is when i see a cute little child smiling in the street breaking all the sadness around him "The next generations are our only hope"

Do you know who i am ??

:D enjoy i love creativity

Running....

let me start this post with a quote from the wonderful movie The Pursuit Of Happyness

when Will Smith says during each part of the movie what he thinks about this period in his life with a deep voice, i remember this word so clear now

"This part of my life i call ..... Running"

These past two days were really called running :D for the first time in my life or maybe i faced these situations before but i don't know why i feel it so clear now the feeling of the fight you're fighting the strongest wrestler ever which is TIME and you can't stop it and never will all you can do is tame it so you can get out of the battle safetly but it'll keep running and you'll keep running after.

For the past two days i really realized the meaning and importance of each minute you know i did things in 15 mins which i can spend a whole day doing and for the first time in my life to keep looking in my watch around two or three times after every 15 mins.

And actually time was faster than me sometimes so i really had to run in the streets :D

el.7mdolilah

Can't concentrate

...... These days i face a really huge problem which is lack of concentration i can't focus or concentrate on one thing i keep my mind busy with many stuff and i can't disconnect from them from time to time which is a big trouble also i feel soo tired every day i have college from 8 am till 4 pm and i get tired so fast these days :S:S

but look at the bright side i have 3 days off in the week including friday "eventhough i go to college on friday" mah 3alena i need really to go back to the mood of studying as well i can't regain my strength in that as well things are beginning to pile up :D we Rabena yostor ....

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Deeo meaning-Deep voice-Deep video

A must watch begad :(